My Safe Place

once in a while,

I tend to run away from problem instead of facing it.

Sometimes it is easier to be weak rather than being brave.

I do have the day that I'll be as weak as a person can be.

Running away is never an option,

but when I make it as a priority,

I hide in my own safe place...

When I feel beat to the ground,

when I want to be alone,

When I feel helpless,

Usually I walk myself to the nearest beach I can find,

I love beaches..

and I love to be alone there...

That is my safe place.

But if the moment of emptiness come

when the night has arrived,

I rather be locked up in my room,

put up the loudest volume of my favourite music

with ear plug in my ear..

sang along with the lyrics

Think nothing and just be one with the sound...

I do that until I fall asleep...

what worst can it be other than crying in your sleep...

Everyone will experienced this feeling once in a while,

you have your own safe place and way to fill in the empty spot

in your heart,so do I

It gets better...

Tonight

From Editor

Tonight,

I'm going to dreamed of you...

I'm going to think of you...

I'm going to wish you well...

I'm going to loved you...

Because tomorrow,

I'm afraid to not going to dreamed of you...

not going to think of you any more...

not going to wish you well...

not going to loved you any longer...

so Tonight...

Let's loved each other to the fullest,

because there is no certain in tomorrow...

I can say I love you now,

But I can't say I will be loving you tomorrow,

If tomorrow comes,

and my love for you still grow,

your love for me still grow,

Let's be grateful,

put a hope,

for uncertain tomorrow.

You Against The World

Ever felt like everything you done is wrong?

The heavy burden on your shoulder that keeps you 

lower your stand?

The small voices around you that keeps saying

"You did wrong..."

"Eiii...Look at that"

"Why did you do that??"

Ever felt that it's only you against this hateful world?

Afraid not,

You are human,

we are human,

If you did wrong,

They did too...

When the whole world is turn their back on you,

When there is no one to turn to,

all you have to do is be strong,

The pain you gain,

The loss it caused you,

When everything is fall apart,

Be strong...

All you have to do is 

have faith restart and be strong...

just be strong....

UNDERSTANDING

You hold the answers deep within your own mind.

Consciously, you've forgotten it.

That's the way the human mind works.

Whenever something is too unpleasant, to shameful for us

to entertain, we reject it.

We erase it from our memories.

But the imprint is always there.

The pain that grips you

The fear that binds you

Releases life in me

In our mutual

Shame we idolize

To blind them from the truth

That finds a way from who we are

Please don't be afraid

When the darkness fades away

The dawn will break the silence

Screaming in our hearts

My love for you still grows

This I do for you

Before I try to fight the truth my final time

"We're supposed to try and be real.

And I feel alone, and we're not together. And that is real."

Lying beside you

Listening to you breathe

The life that flows inside of you

Burns inside of me

Hold and speak to me

Of love without a sound

Tell me you will live through this

And I will die for you

Cast me not away

Say you'll be with me

For I know I cannot

Bear it all alone

"You're not alone, honey."

"Never... Never."

"But the imprint is always there. Nothing is ever really forgotten."