Both sides that never the same

You wish that you knew,

but truly,

You only knew half of it,

and the other half,

It's totally different.

I am in the mood of telling you my story,

About a man,

with two side of him. (who doesn't)

But normally,

you can guess the other side of human personality

when he/she revealing the first half.

It's easy to noticed IF he's being himself.

that's another story.

A man,

I knew to be completely matured and responsible,

He score 10/10 when first time we met.

Always the first impression will lead the other way right?

While he's being honest and open up to me,

I was blinded by his charming,

I am attracted by his attitude

and I am positive that he have a great soul.

Those words and stories,

sounds too good to be true,

I believe in him.

And the other half of him started to show up.

It's completely a shocking situation that I've ever been through,

But I am a very hardcore women.

I knew I was fooled but I don't breakdown.

I try to keep up with his other side,

but somehow it goes deeper and darker.

You see,

From being amazed it went to sympathy.

Of course a bit of hateful and regret somewhere,

but I made it through.

One will never get somewhere with revenge etc.

I let go.

Let go is easy,

but the memoir remains.

It's like a scar of war.

It reminds you of the enemy and hardship that you've been through.

It's a lesson in life.

Cliche how people say the scar will never gone with bad meanings,

even the scar's still there,

It won't hurt you as long as it remain as a scar.

People may see you differently with the scar,

You may look ugly or whatever harsh word it might be,

But every scar has it's own story.

It's a treasure that keeps you going.

You may go forward or backwards,

it's your choice. 

Lesson learned.

First impression is somehow can be manipulative,

A person specifically is always manipulative.

You think you know them,

But think again.

I believe in Karma. :)