When only Love was never enough

Have you ever heard 

"Money can't buy happiness,

But it help you to get there"

 Whoever agreed with me,

I think we are the kind of community

who stick to reality,

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Everyday,

a girl gave up her hope and dreams

for the man she loves.

or a men losing their interest and friends

for the girl he adored,

they say,

"This is what we do for love"

I say,

"Yes, That what only foolish people do for love."

Love,

falling in love is not enough,

falling is love cannot guarantee ;

~ The money you pay for bills,food and etc..

~ The strength bond between your family and friends.

~ Your job

~ your whatever good things happen before you star falling in love.

~ your future

Falling in love

doesn't mean you have to stop

meeting your buddy's,

Playing football,

dressing nice,

a weekend alone,

a day without phone,

or a good time.

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Falling in love,

Be in love,

Stay in the relationship,

keeping the distance,

make a promise,

promises comes true,

it's all about trust,

Only love will never ever enough,

Love with trust,

Trust with dignity,

Dignity with self respect,

self respect with effort,

effort will success,

Love is the first step,

you should not stop until then,

because,

When only love,

was never enough.

The People who stay in my Heart

Pictured the emptiness in our heart,

Memorised the one who knock on the door

and leave the day after,

Imagine a life without someone you can't live without..

my heart shivered when I did that,

Don't you?

Although there is sun heated too strong,

it burn my skin

and makes me sweaty,

the person who stay in my heart,

will always stay in my heart.

Although there is rainy day

and I am all soaking wet

with my make-up being washed away,

the person who stay in my heart,

will always stay in my heart.

Although it's been 12 years of knowing each other

the fight and fist we thrown

the tears and blood,

when we started to call each other in bad times

when we hugs each other in joy,

there is no words to described our friendship,

so when you stay in my heart,

will always stay in my heart.

So here we go again,

Together Forever...

Kikie, Aemy and Jana.

Let's make our friendship everlasting,

like a fairy tale,

In the end

we will be happily ever after.

I Love you babes,..

  

The Road Not Taken

“If the path I’m taking is wrong, correct me...and lead me the right way. If the life I live is unfair, do not let me live...I’d rather die than live a mislead journey.” -Ah yin

Living things categories the needed into 3, 

which is the need for live (air,water and food), 

the need for security and the need for somebody to loved.

The need to find somebody to love is mostly the tricky part to fulfil. 

Sometime when the person found one, the one got away or maybe that person choose to walk away because of greediness to find someone else better rather than be grateful to what they have found earlier.

Many people assumed that the third need is not necessary. 

Some people choose to live alone but the truth is, nobody is alone. 

Love is universal; it includes family and friends beside that someone special. Connected to each other through body and soul, that somebody to love function to complete our need to live a perfect life then that person will have nothing else to seek. 

Unfortunately, nothing is perfect. 

We will never feel completed even though those 3 needs are fulfil.

Regardless, we are made in pair. 

I believe that each and every one of us has been created a partner. 

Either we found it or not. 

Either we choose to look or close our eyes, either we found it already but letting go, or maybe either we just too late.

 I believe in destiny, I believe in God’s plans.

 I also believe people make mistakes.

. That the rain will always bring cold but the rainbow after is breathtaking. Everything is worth no matter how worst it could be.

We tell lies under 2 circumstances. 

Either we did it to make the person we lied to feel better, or we did it to make only we feel better. 

You choose. 

Still a lie is a lie, once the truth is revealed; everybody got stabbed in their heart.

A mother and A father

There is no family perfect,

is it? 

yet we know nobody is perfect,

yes there is also nothing can be conclude as perfect,

but a family is family,

we do not choose who is our father and mother,

all we have to know is,

we were born with love

and through love, we live...

I was once full of jealousy,

why is it my friends have a happy family? 

why is it their parents were still together and mine were apart? 

why is it mine is nothing compared to others? 

I was a fool,

I judge them by what I saw,

Yet their feeling in despair,

I choose to put aside.

I was once considered my self as a black sheep in a family,

as a unlucky child or something,

what do I think back then? 

I was filled with misery,

I blame them for letting me feel unwanted,

but ignore the fact,

Once the were together,

so how much my misery compared to their pain? 

It's how I build myself up after the separation,

actually,

I want to share my positiveness to others who in the same boat as me,

hey,

We supposed to be the one who look up for them

when the times passed by and they getting old,

no matter how far a father is or a mother is,

we should often visit,

We are the result of their love,

A father is a Father no matter how harsh they can be,

A mother is always be a mother no matter how noisy they can be,

Separation is bad,

but the thing we do to cope with the situation is important.

Remember,

They never choose to break the family apart,

it's just somehow,

everything cannot be the same again,

they can't wake up in the same bed,

they can't live under the same roof,

we as a children,

we should accept the fact that they are human being,

they cannot pretend to be perfect so we can see their fake smile

towards each other,

we should let them cries and shout at each other

so when the time is done,

we knew that they are trying so damn hard to keep it together,

trying to be the perfect daddy and mommy,

they are trying.

In the end,

when the parents separated,

the children began to hurt,

and heart began to breaks,

this is apply to all members in the family,

children is not the only one affected,

the parents that make the decision,

they who are going the hard part.

' LOVE OUR FATHER AS WELL WE LOVE THE MOTHER,

THEY ARE THE SAME NO MATTER HOW MANY TEARS THEY PUT IN OUR FACE AND HOW DEEP THE SCARS THEY LEFT IN OUR HEART.'